Hi MGTOW,
Thank you again for being these movement, i take great inspiration of the philosophies that lives in MGTOW movement.
I started this threat to blow out my frustration, hate, anger and to share my experience.
“The Matrix is a system, Neo. That system is our enemy. But when you’re inside, you look around, what do you see? Businessmen, teachers, lawyers, carpenters. The very minds of the people we are trying to save. But until we do, these people are still a part of that system and that makes them our enemy. You have to understand, most of these people are not ready to be unplugged. And many of them are so inured, so hopelessly dependent on the system, that they will fight to protect it.” Morpheus – The matrix
Everyday as i wake up i think about my dreams. The taste of coffee while the sun rises with some AC/DC on my playlist as i drive to work makes me ready to kick some ass on work. I do not see a day just as another day of the year, but a step towards fulfilling my ambition and dreams. I take great pride for my work, while given my deepest passion towards it too. Being humble and let the work talk for me instead of my own mouth is the path i choose to walk. Never want to be a show off, and respect those who can teach or those who can learn of me is mentality i pursue. I do not care if they are a cleaner or a executive, for i believe we can all tribute to a society.
As i walk these halls in pursuit of my dreams, there are always obstacles. I am fearless if it comes for new challenges, fearless when it comes to conflicts, fearless if there is almost no money in the bank, fearless if i need to survive, fearless if i have to be a monk or a ghost, fearless to pain. Fearless of the darkness. The darkness clouds our path to greatness, it makes us hesitate, it makes us insecure to make the right decisions, it makes us weak in our own inner strengths.
Every painful challenge makes you stronger, like bones that are broken, muscles recovering from training. A trophy is not worth a thing if there is no effort to win it. As my mind is clouded with these challenges, i stand alone to confront them. These times make me wonder if it is really worth to fight this war in thy inner self? What did i sacrifice to get here? Am i losing my sanity as i talk to myself to get me back on my feet? Turning myself into a monster or a warrior that has a bitter view on reality?
Every person has a chance in life, we all have a ticket to fight in the coliseum to gain freedom. Yet for every person the coliseum is a different stadium, and the path that leads to freedom has for every person a different meaning. Freedom for me is that these chains are broken, broken of a system that suppresses our true inner talents. Freedom of a system that let us be distracted of things that don’t matter, like social status or finding validation in the “Walt Disney romantic fairy tale women”.
As i stand in the coliseum, i can not stop watching the people that live outside. As they are blindfolded, they seem happy. But does love make them blind?
As i fight in the coliseum, women judge me below the six and walk away with everyone but me.
As i bleed in the coliseum, society judges me as a loser who don’t fit in there ideal picture.
As i grow in the coliseum, i try to show the people where freedom is but no ears are listing.
As i die in the coliseum, the world will ignore my suffering and i have to survive on my own.
As i take victory in the coliseum, no one will notice or will be there to celebrate this achievement.
Victory and freedom, is that my choice or am i forced because i’m a 3 out of a 10? The answer doesn’t matter, for the path of this journey is already been chosen.
Thank you for reading.
Hitman 3 years, 2 months ago.
