Bad ptsd day

[bladeParticipant]

Don’t like sympathy and not after it . Bit of a battle today and know i have gone and f~~~ed up by buying a slab of p~~~ , tooheys new my favorite . Trying to stay aware . I was beggining to be f~~~ed before i bought p~~~ . If the f~~~ wits would allow bush bud to be legall i would be fine . But no these c~~~ suckers make it legal in Canberra because politicians kids lovd there drugs . Bob hawks daughter was a friend of my exes cousin . F~~~ed up on there front lWn to find in the morning . F~~~ not even whats on one of my minds . Pretty much back when i was twelve and jumping to 16 . Don’t want to think really when i was twelve to dr johnson . What an evil c~~~ she was and i never realised at that time . All cool i am fine . May be i can spit out a bit of the beast . I had the one of chance to be . Confused on thoughts but no one would know . Been believed . Getting discredited . Protect the gag . Had a realization which i ignore of the i could be f~~~ed anytime to due to right lung and liver that was attacked buy a rare unknown bug . I don’t fear death . Can’t wate to be f~~~ing honest . Lived one hell of an amazing life . World is f~~~ing gone to s~~~ anyway . Tracks are been coverd but hey f~~~ them . Complex . Just a moment i am having and know it . Love you guy’s. This place saved me . Not going back over what i just wrote to correct spelling . Going to watch demolition man and sarge can go get f~~~ed . Stick his sorry up his arse .

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[BlacqueJacqueShellacqueParticipant 6890]

Dear Blade, hope you are well buddy. I have no remedy for PTSD and I am sorry to hear that you are suffering from it tonight.

I was looking for a movie to watch tonight. I have not seen Demolition Man in at least a decade, maybe two. I’ll get to watch it from a new vantage point. From the Red Pill’s perspective.

Take care tonight Blade. Thanks for the movie.

[HitmanParticipant]

brother blade..
love you man.
TAKE CARE OF YOU .
be here tomorrow please mate!
.. i’ll be p~~~ed in a while too !!!
.
i don’t speak aussie so well,
but i think you are getting a bit drunk..
CHEERS THEN !!!

[HitmanParticipant]

[bladeParticipant]

Oh yer . I am getting p~~~ed . Shouldn’t because it will make it harder . Was f~~~ed before i started drinking . I am all good . Use to it . Dr heather johnson is dead and in hell . Drinks are on her . One of three . 2 of us guys . Third a chick . Me and other went rogue . He was sent overseas and went public but was discrimanated on his story . Destroyed from youth and taken advantage of after my mothers death . I like and thank god for the life i have had . F~~~ sympathy . I am good . Just hate corrupt and lying f~~~ed up system . Had a good life expierence . I did illegal fights at fifteen . Smashed faces in of guys in there late 20 ‘s . Nog really proud of that now i am older . Sam fox rocked and peter foster was a mother f~~~ing c~~~ . Teen age boy legend there . Carried some big bags . Livdd a normal life when i was with wonder c~~~ and was still in double life but not that much . It was just habbit . Taught from youth . Look back and the puzzld of putting together is still hard . Been around known people and evil people . If it were not for some old people that say had i have not known you i would never believe you .

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[007 (Reborn)Participant 1672]

Peace be with you Blade. I have PTSD too.

You are one of the unique individuals on here that can get under my skin and call me out on my bulls~~~.

You are very much responsible for helping me end behaviors that contributed to my trauma.

Please take some time to escape your head while doing something healthy.

Booze and drugs = No

Bike riding, running, swimming, reading = Yes

Sleep well tonight

Pursuing Happiness and Freedom.

[Back in BlackParticipant 1732]

Blade,
we done\t give a s~~~ about you spelling. we do give as~~~ about you. I know you’re a good man. You help a lot of men here, myself included. it does pain me to see you in this state. let us know if there is any thing we can do for you.
BIB

"Women are directly adapted to act as the nurses and educators of our early childhood, for the simple reason that they themselves are childish, foolish, and short-sighted—in a word, are big children all their lives, something intermediate between the child and the man, who is a man in the strict sense of the word. Consider how a young girl will toy day after day with a child, dance with it and sing to it; and then consider what a man, with the very best intentions in the world, could do in her place.” Quote from Arthur Shopenhauer, 17th century philosopher

[bladeParticipant]

. Stopped drinking

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[bladeParticipant]

BlacqueJacqueShellacque wrote:

Dear Blade, hope you are well buddy. I have no remedy for PTSD and I am sorry to hear that you are suffering from it tonight.

I was looking for a movie to watch tonight. I have not seen Demolition Man in at least a decade, maybe two. I’ll get to watch it from a new vantage point. From the Red Pill’s perspective.

Take care tonight Blade. Thanks for the movie.

it is constant but ya live with it . Triggers make it worse . Not sure what happened today but i did some driving before i bought a slab . Maybe it was looking fof some lying c~~~ today pared wigh talking to another lying f~~~ing f~~~~~ that is ment to represent the people that was set up at the farmers market that said i need to watch tv about swedestan . Labbled as red necks my community two years ago or three what the f~~~ ever . If i had some baby oil today i would of had that f~~~ers head up his arse no s~~~ . State c~~~ i think must of known to shut shop because every one told me were her promotion was . Oh what a lying c~~~ that slut is . She just loves me . F~~~ing c~~~ of a thing .

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[Back in BlackParticipant 1732]

Drinking doesn’t help anything. Glad you were able to stop.

"Women are directly adapted to act as the nurses and educators of our early childhood, for the simple reason that they themselves are childish, foolish, and short-sighted—in a word, are big children all their lives, something intermediate between the child and the man, who is a man in the strict sense of the word. Consider how a young girl will toy day after day with a child, dance with it and sing to it; and then consider what a man, with the very best intentions in the world, could do in her place.” Quote from Arthur Shopenhauer, 17th century philosopher

[bladeParticipant]

Hitman lovd that song . Takes me back to smashing faces . Ya know the good old days . Love ya bro good man . Full of thunder from a land down under anc woman blow . Hey i might f~~~ with a few tonight for giggles with some messages . Sent one to wonder c~~~ already . Thinks it is great i was a chad after sucking me dry . Her mangina needs dental work and i will get round to that one day

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[bladeParticipant]

007 (Reborn) wrote:

Peace be with you Blade. I have PTSD too.

You are one of the unique individuals on here that can get under my skin and call me out on my bulls~~~.

You are very much responsible for helping me end behaviors that contributed to my trauma.

Please take some time to escape your head while doing something healthy.

Booze and drugs = No

Bike riding, running, swimming, reading = Yes

Sleep well tonight

Young 007. Thanks bro . Good young fella even if you keep f~~~ing trashy little whores . All i can do is take ya xbox of ya for a week .

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[bladeParticipant]

Bib . You are onre good man . I am cool it is just part of a short period of education called life bro . F~~~ we had it good in our day . We were lucky . We got to be men . Music , cars , guns , pot and vag that wasn’t like an alien life form . Led zep angels pink floyd men at work . Punch up and mates the next day . Like that barbie song i am a barbie girl . I got a new version . I am a mgtow boy in a mangina world its fantastic wrapped in bulls~~~ plastic . Lol

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[bladeParticipant]

Stealthy i pick up ya vibe bro . I know and relate with out you even saying straight out . I pick up where ya at man . Thats why i throw tips at ya . Can’t stealth me brother . Ya a good man with a good heart .

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[Back in BlackParticipant 1732]

We were lucky . We got to be men . Music , cars , guns , pot and vag that wasn’t like an alien life form . Led zep angels pink floyd men at work . Punch up and mates the next day

Right on my man! Those were good times. Don’t forget: ACDC, Rolling Stones. That was the age of great f~~~ing music. I listen to that s~~~ with my kids nowadays. The music stands the test of time and never gets old.

Fresh 18 – 20 year old pussy was awesome back in the day. Have a few drinks, smoke some reefer, punch each other out, f~~~ some girls. Times were much simpler back then!

"Women are directly adapted to act as the nurses and educators of our early childhood, for the simple reason that they themselves are childish, foolish, and short-sighted—in a word, are big children all their lives, something intermediate between the child and the man, who is a man in the strict sense of the word. Consider how a young girl will toy day after day with a child, dance with it and sing to it; and then consider what a man, with the very best intentions in the world, could do in her place.” Quote from Arthur Shopenhauer, 17th century philosopher

[bladeParticipant]

A certain mother f~~~er put some s~~~ about milo the other day witch was completely false and that persons ideology is the biggest pedo f~~~ing c~~~s on earth . Lying f~~~er as usual to . Saying all people molested as kids become pedos and f~~s . Amazed me this f~~~ tard could do a normal thread . 3% goat f~~~er loans dropped at random to . There’s sun and s~~~ . F~~~ing hypocrite .

Then i seen a man in pain from his expierence in life and was in pain . Grumpy you rock brother . Then this fire bird piece of s~~~ had to drop in and mention and slip in his war book ideology god which was not necessary . It was done to inflame and cause trauma . Evil mussie c~~~ . Against genocide to his ideology but is for his ideology commiting genocide on innocdnt civillians of the west .

Here is some pain f~~~ers . BLAINE COOPER message to islam and government .

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[Anonymous 42]

Then I just caved. I was sitting at my desk and looked at my computer screen, was ill, like getting off a coaster.
Lights were too bright, music too loud, hated being around people, music was to be turned off.

That’s exactly what happened to me! I gave two computers, printers, telephone, and a bunch of cable flying lessons out the window! Good thing the window was open.

That was 20 years ago and just (last week) finished rewiring the household phone system. Batcave is back to normal and so am I but it took 20 f~~~ing years! This room laid dormant for the first 10 years when I spent all my time in Vermont living in the woods and building.

Hey blade, I feel your suffering! Like myself, your meathook is still in you and it’s motherf~~~ing infuriating when some know nothing government administrator comes along and wiggles it just for fun! VERY DANGEROUS, at a moments notice I could snap and all they’ll find is a bleeding pile of minced meat! I have post traumatic PTSD from being ambushed (mugged) and beaten (several times) when I was a kid living in the city and didn’t know MMA.

Just keep coming here and talk to your brothers that know your suffering, and don’t (above all else) LOSE YOUR S~~~ AND START KILLING!

We’re here to tighten your pressure cooker bolts if we can’t help you first to blow off some steam.

One man lost is one too many!

May the peace of god guide your steps through your living hell prepared by the daughter of Satan.

[HitmanParticipant]

blade..
have two of theses and you’ll be fine mate!

plus aspirin and coffee,
nice shower and your good to go !

[bladeParticipant]

All good . Thanks guys . I hide this s~~~ in my day today life .
Thanks tower . Morning here and taking the old boy out for coffee with the old crew soon .

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