AWALT story from yesterday

[Mr.KraftParticipant 236]

Hello fellas. Its been a while. But you already know if I type some s~~~, its good s~~~. Let me continue.

So it is almost spring time. I am a healthy 24 year old male who takes care of him self and works out regularly. AKA my hormones are raging. Given the fact that I consider myself a red piller and I absolutely hate going out and proving myself to women as it is just for their vagina, I decided to hit up my ex from 2 years ago that I dumped. She also works in a financial sector, decent looking and very religious. LOL. Story continues…

…Needless to say, she shut me down. AWALT POINT: 1. when i asked her straight up questions as to whether she wants to meet up and hang out, she gave me wishy-washy responses. Only gave me a response when I would stop replying for 10-15 minutes. 2
. At the end of our convo, I tried to leave the door open and tell her (aka Corey Wayne response) that if she will change her mind, the door is open. Of course as a woman she couldn’t resists and she left me a stingy response where she mentioned that it will mostly unlikely to happen and she is in a very different place right now than she was 2 years ago. Not gonna lie, it stung…a lot… but i walked into that one myself looking for adventures on my cute little ass. Regardless the story continues….

….It was Friday night so I decided to have dinner with my parents. When I came over to their place, I told them what I did in regards to my ex. My mom of course- AWALT POINT-1. “Good thing she rejected you Mr.Kraft. She is a good girl and you are an evil-sex driven bastard who just wants to get laid and play with her feelings. If she would say yes to you, I would have kicked her butt”. My Dad was quiet….as usual… The story continues….

…. So we sat down to have dinner. Out of nowhere my mom said- remember your ex from 3 years ago (that ex was the reason why I found Doc love, Corey Wayne and you guys. She was a stunning 21 year old blond with blue eyes, 34c’s that drove me almost to a point of insanity. She had no father and had an abusive ex who used to beat the living crap out of her. I thought I could rescue her. I ended up needing to rescue myself. My mom always told me that the reason she broke up with me is AWALT POINT-1. “because she knows her worth and will not settle”), apparently now she works as a dental secretary where my mom and dad get their dental needs met. And she looks horrible. Like drug-abuser horrible. My mom said her hair is falling out, she lost 20-30 pounds and looks like a walking stick and also has red pimples all over her face which means that at 24 a woman’s internal system is not working correctly. Guys. Fellas. The moment she said that- I jumped up, ran outside the house without shoes and started dancing “jigga” like Bruce Willis did in the Boyscout movie while yelling from the top of my lungs “YES”. The neighbors saw me, but I didn’t give a f~~~. In the past 3 years, I put on 30 pounds of muscle, have a six pack that I rock year round, take care of myself, work in a financial field with hopes to continue my schooling and making even more money, while the bitch who used to think that she is the s~~~ is a deadbeat. The one who wouldn’t f~~~ me after 8 months of the relantionship. The one who called me skinny and ugly. The one who would not return my calls and messages. The one that played with my feelings big time, lied to me and made me chase her like a little puppy. The one that prolly was cheating on me at the end of this whole s~~~hole of a relationship. At 24 f~~~ing years of age she is a sore loser deadbeat. And I don’t think that will change for her.

When I came back to the house, I got into my moms face laughing, dancing and saying-“so mom, she knows her worth ha? she knows her worth”. For a change my mom couldn’t say anything except for smile at me and playfully call me a sick twisted bastard.

You are all right. As usual. We men get better. THEY get worse. You are welcome fellow MGTOW’s.

[Anonymous 5]

I’m 59. You ain’t seen nothing yet!
The honey babe butterflies of my youth have reverse morphed into wrinkly, haggard old grubs. The most tragic of the old pieces of mutton still try to act and dress like lamb. Most of them hit the wall and were almost unrecognizable before 30.
Less than 3 years ago I outright rejected a relationship with a slim, pretty 28 year old (single mother of 2) First came the tears, and then came the bitchiness.
As Tom Leykis says “Men age like fine wine, women age like milk”

[KeymasterKeymaster]

Mr.Kraft wrote:

At the end of our convo, I tried to leave the door open and tell her …. if she will change her mind, the door is open.

Maybe you don’t read much into this, but personal experience taught me NEVER to do this or make yourself “too available”. Especially as a last / only resort if she ever “changes her mind”.

If you’re not her priority, you’re only an option.

Note….

“she left me a stingy response where she mentioned that it will mostly unlikely to happen and she is in a very different place right now”

Ug. That’s just code for “she’s just not that into you”, and you’re making how it goes all up to her. If she doesn’t look at you and go “YUM”, don’t give her a second thought.

REMEMBER: If you’re not her priority, you’re only an option.
Leaving the door open is good for HER. Bad for YOU.

Mr.Kraft wrote:

My mom always told me that the reason she broke up with me is AWALT POINT-1. “because she knows her worth and will not settle”)

Yeah, the 50’s career “strong/empowered/independent” woman tells herself the same kind of lies when posting a 3/4 shot of herself on a dating site with her arms folded. Do a google image search for “business woman” and you’ll see what I mean. If you attach a caption to the picture, it would say “she will not settle”. They always have their arms crossed.

30 and she “will not settle”.
35 and she “will not settle”.
40 and she “will not settle”.
45 and she “will not settle”.
50 and she “will not settle”.
55 and she “will not settle”.

60 and “settles” with a few cats.
65 and “settles” with some more cats.

If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.

[Mr.KraftParticipant 236]

Question for you Keymaster. You made valid points, as usual, especially with me being rejected. But at the end of the day, who cares if I was only an option. I did not expect much from my effort in the first place. It was a shot in the dark because my b~~~~ were itching that day. I was looking for an easy lay from a chick that wasn’t “as crazy or as conniving” from my past. Does it really matter what the f~~~ they think in the first place? I personally could care less if I hear from her again or not. Or any chick of that matter. S~~~, when I was younger I took rejection so close to heart, but now looking back I see it as a mistake. So she rejects you- so f~~~ing what. You turn and leave. Onto the next one (if you are about that life, I know a lot of MGTOW’s are much older and much more hurt from their past therefore they stay away from women period). And at the end of the day, if she ever decides to come around- cool I got another option to deposit my sperm at. Thats all they are good for anyways (taken from words of Mr. Leykis). I feel like in your response it is more about power play, which would make sense with a new chick, but old flames? Who cares. Correct me if I misunderstood and the rabbit hole goes deeper. Still young. Still learning.

[sidecarParticipant 35837]

Mr.Kraft wrote:

At the end of our convo, I tried to leave the door open and tell her (aka Corey Wayne response) that if she will change her mind, the door is open.

I guarantee in ten years time (or less) you’ll find her trying to walk in that “open door”.

Metaphorically change the locks before that happens.

“Good thing she rejected you Mr.Kraft. She is a good girl and you are an evil-sex driven bastard who just wants to get laid and play with her feelings. If she would say yes to you, I would have kicked her butt”.

You seriously need to Go Your Own Way away from your mother.

That’s the point in the conversation where I would have stood up, told your father: “Call me if you need anything, Dad,” and walked right out the front door without speaking another word.

Oh, wait, that’s pretty much what I did (minus the father).

And she looks horrible. Like drug-abuser horrible. My mom said her hair is falling out, she lost 20-30 pounds and looks like a walking stick and also has red pimples all over her face which means that at 24 a woman’s internal system is not working correctly.

Sounds like meth to me. Or worse.

Consider that bullet dodged.

[Mr.KraftParticipant 236]

sidecar wrote:

Sounds like meth to me. Or worse.

Consider that bullet dodged.

Bullet dodge? Hell yes man. I cannot tell you how many times I used to beat myself up over this girl. Always tricking my mind, telling that it was my fault and I lost a good thing. Life works out very funny at the end.

[Anonymous 42]

Mr.Kraft wrote:

I was looking for an easy lay from a chick that wasn’t “as crazy or as conniving” from my past.

I never go through my own trash, always looked for a new flavor, first thing I ate was my heart then the new flavor!
Going back into your trash is like a dog lapping up it’s own vomit! Just saying…

You’re mother’s endless degrading and denigration toward you is not healthy, I don’t permit any woman even familia, to denigrate me F~~~ING EVER! I step in that like stepping in dogs~~~, I wipe my feet then you won’t see me return EVER!

[narwhalParticipant]

Mr Kraft, I’d say you dodge a bullet definitely, but I’d be rather careful about celebrating another person’s suffering. That’s not what going your own way is about. The fact of the matter is that you get out of a situation when it’s bad for you. That as the right choice, and whatever happens to her is irrelevant to the ‘righteousness’ of your decision. She could have just as easily married a millionaire instead of going down hill, which wouldn’t have changed a darn thing.

Don’t you success to the success or failure of anyone else.

Ok. Then do it.

[Mr.KraftParticipant 236]

narwhal wrote:

Mr Kraft, I’d say you dodge a bullet definitely, but I’d be rather careful about celebrating another person’s suffering. That’s not what going your own way is about. The fact of the matter is that you get out of a situation when it’s bad for you. That as the right choice, and whatever happens to her is irrelevant to the ‘righteousness’ of your decision. She could have just as easily married a millionaire instead of going down hill, which wouldn’t have changed a darn thing.

Don’t you success to the success or failure of anyone else.

S~~~ man, I was just thinking about this the other day when I finally came down… Still, I am sure we all have “that one girl” who made us question everything and turn onto mgtow path. For me- that was her and for a change it felt good to know that it’s not peaches and creams 100% of the time for these f~~~ing c~~~s. But thank you for the words of wisdom.

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