Alternate Reality: What If I Had Never Experienced My Blue Pill Era

[Sky-OParticipant 18936]

If I had not experienced my blue pill era – Then right now:

01: I would be thinking about sex. The sex I never had. Possibly even obsessing over it and feeling like I missed out on something.

02: A profound sense of emptiness would be consuming me. Imagining that I missed out on some kind of deep and meaningful emotional connection with a woman, if I had only been able to find the right one.

03: I might be bitter, resentful and / or angry that I was deprived of both the physical and emotional sides of a relationship. Not knowing any better and believing that could have resulted in it consuming my lifeforce and impacting other areas of my life.

04: I would still be chasing every aspect of what I thought I could never obtain. And by default, becoming some kind of warped blue pill, beta chump willing to sacrifice my life goals, dreams and ambitions to secure it.

So, with that being said – Sitting here tonight feeling very grateful for my blue pill era. As it was a trial by fire and the aftermath of it led to an awakening and rebith that otherwise would have not occured if I did not experience (and survive) it all.

TIt was a journey of self Discovery and a trial by fire: The flames were the light that led me out of the darkness and the fire that forged the steel that became my soul.

Made possible by every pumpkin, cupcake, narcissistic princess and sl•t that I woke up next to during that era. Through their behavior and actions they all without knowing it, indirectly showed me all that I needed to know in order to extract from the old way.

Their lies, deception, manipulation and infidelity: all necessary components of what ultimately led to my escape. Forever gratefull now for the lessons learned and when they had their guard down, the incredible insight and perspective that I was able to obtain on those long nights when we were still awake, talking and I was able to get inside their heads and develop a profound understanding of female nature.

On some level, at least with the Sky-0, they had to inherently sense that the game would be over at some point.

[Branched offParticipant 10932]

What would our lives be like now if we had never been to blue pill hell, I do sometimes wonder. I know I would be richer and more career successful. I would have invested in myself first.

How to get young men into the red pill view but still interested in understanding the world is an interesting question. It is natural to want women when you are young and have higher sex drive and want to experience more things. If you are not careful if the red pill is delivered to a young man wrong you just get a lad who is a PUA (which is just another kind of blue pill pussy beggar really) or you get an unwilling celibate (not quite an incel but he is not celibate because he does not want women and all they bring with them but because he fears what he wants will hurt him more than he can bear). Neither of these rotes is healthy for a young man’s self esteem long term.

Young men need to simply be taught what woman is. That she is not a man with t~~~. That she has trouble perceiving reality as objectively as a man and she has inner weakness that drives her to seek security at often very high prices. This inner weakness makes her hard to trust in the big things in life and under a liberal government she is impossible to invest in long term. Young men should also learn the strengths of women -intra group communication, the ability to comply with the group, vigilance about small issues of security and the ability to be nurturing to children.

If woman is understood for what she is she is only a problem because of the cuck state and you just have to work around that as best as you can and avoid where you cant work around. But from 5 to 21 young people are lied to by the education system. Someone must educate them instead to avoid every young man having to have a blue pill era.

A woman is like fire -fun to play with, can warm you through and cook your food, needs constant feeding, can burn you and consume all you own

[iMickey503Participant 12465]

I’m kind of glad it’s out of the way. Like Puberty. It made me appreciate the time I have even more.

There is no second guessing. It’s hard to shamed when you lived that life for over 20 years. One you wake up, you see things in a way other men can’t.

You are all alone. If you have been falsely accused of RAPE, DV, PLEASE let all men know about the people who did this. http://register-her.net/web/guest/home

[Sky-OParticipant 18936]

Branched off wrote:

What would our lives be like now if we had never been to blue pill hell

This one thing is hard for me to confess but I know for a fact that right now, I would not be a skydiver. Period.

Because during my blue pill era, when I was struggling as a skydiving student, failing jumps and there didn’t seem to be a light at the end of the tunnel, I was on the verge of giving up and walking away from it. Any logical man would have at that point. I was just that bad of a student.

Then one night when a narcissistic pumpkin came over to bang, she already knew what was going on with my lack of progress with the skydiving and decided to go psychologictically tactical and strike at a weak point on me. [Note: we already hated each other at that point and when we banged, it was just straight hate-f•cking most of the time]

She laughed and said ‘You didn’t really think that you were going to become a skydiver?’ and kept laughing like my dream was ridiculous and I would never make it.

I stood there thinking, alright. Challenge finally accepted. Watch this b•tch.

And a week later, I loaded up my Jeep and the 9lb toy breed dog that a different narcissistic pumpkin had left at my house prior and I left the state I was in for better weather and world class instructors at a drop zone over 1,500 miles away. With the song ‘Eye of the Tiger’ on my CD player.

‘Rising up, straight to the top. Took my time. . . took my chances. . . Just a man and his will to survive’

And the rest is history.

She eventually locked onto a beta wallet, had two kids and is living a low-SMV, post-wall dream. While her beta is at the golf course, the Sky-0 is getting out of planes at about 12k feet.

Sad to admit it but she was the reason that I began my evolution. What does not kill us (while laughing at us) has the potential to make us stronger if the energy is harnessed and utilized correctly. Fire: it can destroy or forge steel.

[Branched offParticipant 10932]

Funny how relatively small things can change us. Thinking about it, I said I would have a better career but I might still actually be lost on planet climbing bum if I had not been blue pill enough to jack it in to concentrate on starting a business. It happened when I was totally in love with a very beautiful woman who was happy to keep me for massive sex sessions but would never be seen holding hands with me in public because I was not a successful Beta provider. I wanted to be the kind of guy a beautiful woman like that would want to settle down with (poor young fool).

Like you I feel I was done a favour by this girl for all the wrong reasons. She taught me about hypergamy the hard way, so I would never forget, and she got me off planet climbing bum -which is a pretty cool place to be but also a rather empty narcissistic place to be where you just think about your ambitions and your training and build nothing meaningful while having an potentially short life. Women change men more than they realise sometimes. They could be a great force for good if they were no so out of control and free from responsibility at the present moment. Men need to value themselves more for who they are.

A woman is like fire -fun to play with, can warm you through and cook your food, needs constant feeding, can burn you and consume all you own

[Gravel PitParticipant]

Sky-O wrote:

04: I would still be chasing every aspect of what I thought I could never obtain. And by default, becoming some kind of warped blue pill, beta chump willing to sacrifice my life goals, dreams and ambitions to secure it.

This is the trapdoor I think most average Joes fall for around their mid thirties. After years of being ghosted by women, for the crime of being average, suddenly Im recieving attention from women because of natural SMV rise with age. Where once I had to apply great effort to get sex, now I can see I will have to apply effort to not have sex; its on offer!

And after so many years of supposedly missing out and pining for that physical interaction with a woman, and the elixir of neurotransmitters she sets off, we’re absolutely compromised and WARPED, SOLD on her. Willing to sacrifice all

Branched off wrote:

an unwilling celibate (not quite an incel but he is not celibate because he does not want women, but because he fears what he wants will hurt him more than he can bear). Neither of these rotes is healthy

This is the MGHOW’s jihad. His ultimate holy struggle. We are literally flying in the face of instinct, denying natural urges, not out of some fixation with modern living or immaturity, but paradoxically to preserve our health and happiness. We oppose nature, but the act is quite naturally a will to survive.

Sky-O wrote:

Fire: it can destroy or forge steel.

Spetsnaz quoted Hemmingway in that one video. The world breaks everyone, and afterwards, many are strong in the broken places.

[Faust For ScienceParticipant 22524]

Do not reflect to heavily on “what ifs”.

I was red pilled very early in life and my life still turned out with many failures due to bluepill bulls~~~ I had to deal with.

Just because you are red pilled early in life does not mean you would have gained success.

For example. You still would have faced the blue pill hells of the education system and business world. Both of which seek to destroy boys and men not “born into the club”.

[Jim01Participant 6678]

Good thread

As Faust says – we are all still stuck in the system and sometimes I wonder if ignorance would be bliss.

Although I’ve always been ready to go red pilled – I just had to accept it and found here years ago through a wrestling forum and it all fell into place (and add pro wrestling to the list of stuff ruined by women)

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