Hello, Brothers! Thank you for accepting me into your ranks.
Now, let me finally introduce myself: I come from Poland and that is what I want you to remember.
I love my country, as alt-rights love US of America. And I have tried to find a woman to accompany me in this dream of mine – to Make Poland Great Again – as I’ve decided that’s what I live for. Sounds grandeurs? Well, having a loving wife and children would also make me happy. But I am in my mid twenties, and 0 success.
So, I have been lurking on this site since ~Sept. 2016. Few days ago, 1st of May AD2017 to be exact, I have finally decided to Go My Own Way and do not look back. I have to say, my Red Pill was not as dramatic as some of our Brothers here (like May 7 2020, Gargamel and others), but it was Red Pill to me all the same. So how did I fully become MGHOW? It happened gradually, actually. I cannot remember the exact beginning, but I have been dosed Red Pills since my early school years. I have to admit, that I used to be bullied by other boys. Maybe, because I was raised by single mother and had no real father figure, so I used to be weak. Red Pills? Females actually enjoyed that situation, the drama. Fast forward (next school finished my problems), I have seen girls “stabbing” others and just being c~~~s. Lies, lies everywhere! For example sweet-talking to a person, then dissing him (or her) like he is the worst in the world, behind his back. And even more drama. Same behaviour all the time, even through during my higher education (but here I have really seen what does riding the c~~~ carousel mean – it is just that I learned the term later). Then I have found MGTOW – first through Sandman on YT, then I have come here last year.
Your stories here were something very new to me, like a different perspective, like leaving the Plato’s cave out, to the open world… But in fact, I have just started noticing to what I have always seen, but did not pay attention to before. However – the Blue Pill programming was even stronger than that, so until this very day (1st of May), I had been looking for my special snowflake. I believed, that, even though you were unlucky, I will just learn from your experiences, get smarter then and pick an unicorn. I do not want to get into many details, so let us just say, that I thought she was really special. Why? She “seemed” to be kind and warm person. Just like I would want my woman to be – nurturing and homemaker. But turns out, I was just one of the many options. It happened to me a few times in the past, but it is just that she was the most skilled person I have meet so far – skilled in faking it. It is still hard for me to come on terms with that, which is women treat men like objects, like resources and they cannot trully love…
I really just wanted a person with a good heart. There is none (and I have met a lot of women, as I travel around the world). I write that, as I sit in Japan. Women here are even worse, than in Europe. There, at least you can tell it is fake (unless you blue-pill), but here! Here I am constantly being amazed with their developed evolutionary traits… AWALT af!
But I am not depressed with finally seeing the whole truth. I have you all. You have showed me, that there is life without a woman… and actually a happier life. With no drama. The only thing I am lacking is physical intimacy, as I know the emotional one will not ever be possible (I have my religion for that). But I do not want to go to an escort, as some of you do. Guess, I will have to wait for sexrobots finally making their entrance into the market. This will mean the true freedom for me and for other men!
It is the truth, that we, men, love in a more profound way… The love of my live is my country, Poland. Not because of it’s people, but because of it’s history. The history looks to me like many of yours – being beaten down to the ground, that it seems impossible to stand up. But you do, even though courts and ex-wives wants you to suffer miserably. You go on, either for your sake, or for the sake of your children.
And my country – it has suffered so much through the history. For example: in the past it was being under constant attacks/occuptions, in the WW2 one fifth of it’s population was gone… And now it is being subjected to neo-colonialism, it’s President being murdered by Putin and all is “fine” (2010: I will not ever believe, that a single birch took out a whole plane)…
Even though all of that, just like you did, my country, Poland will stand up from it’s knees. And I will make it happen!
We, men, actually love… with all our hearts. Here, I just want to thank you. Thank you big time. For showing me, that I can be a whole and complete person. That I can Love (with capital L) and achieve greatness today, when I am finally strong – and there will be no woman to take credit for any of it! And for making me realize, that pursuing women is just a waste of precious time. Also, for setting me straight on My Own Way, when, sometimes, white-knighting kicks in… Without MGTOW I would end up miserably instead of putting my life into good use.
I am just a guy from Poland, saved from plantation. I wish you all the Best!
Polish MGHOW 2 years, 8 months ago.
