Jane,
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You are my first and It had taken me few years to get over you, especially the part where you betrayed my trust in the worst possible way.
There were signs I know, I took care of you, helped you stand up and treated you even better than your mother, even in bed, I had to listen to what troubles you, but I was fine with that because I was proud to protect you, little did I know that when the time comes, you will not stand by my side.
Of course, I should have guessed, especially after Sam was killed, you came to my house to “support me”, but eventually you just cried over a guy you barely knew and had to have me help you with griefing him, for God sake Jane! you and he barely spoke a word to each other, he was one of my best friends and instead of helping me, you had me help you.
But that was not the worst, what was worst during our so-called good times, was when I called before going into enemy territory, I expected you to show a little concern, but instead, you were too busy with your bulls~~~.
and when you left? couldn’t you look me in the eyes? You kept complaining about me not thinking about our future and eventually you just took off without saying a word, does it make sense to you? for 2 years we were together, how it all vanished like it was nothing…
5 Years Jane, 5 years! I had to focus on my studies and not think about anything else to get over the s~~~ you put me through after you decided to contact me only through telephone because we couldn’t see each other anymore.
then after half a decade met other women and noticed that you are all alike, self-centered egotistic bitches who only cares about themselves and no one else.
Amy,
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oh Amy you are one piece of work you know that? for a year you were talking s~~~ to me, made me believe in lies, sent pictures with different promises and pushing me back, every time I pulled away from you, as long as you could whine about your childish problems.
Wonder if you ever thought of telling me “Roy I’m sorry, please move on” – you know I didn’t see anyone because I was so confused? for an entire year?
then what do I see? that you are married, for 4 months you were hidding the fact that you are married and didn’t think of telling me about it?
I nearly lost my mother during that time, had to help her in my living room after surgery and my dad was going crazy in their house + I had some issues with work.. and you… not only didn’t you tell me you got back to your ex ages ago, you whined about stupid issues and didn’t mind the hell I’m going through, My Mother almost died on me you stupid c~~~, what kind of a person plays with another’s emotions when he is in such a state, f~~~ you.
You know Amy, I would have appreciated you more if you had not being such a slut toward your husband, you just got married and you are talking to other men, telling them that you are not sure.
And you know what’s funny? after I found out, each time I told you that a person should not compromise and marry people he doesn’t like, It wasn’t about me, it was about you, and hell it got into your mind, otherwise, you wouldn’t be so protective over the matter, because you know Amy, you don’t really love him, you love the fact that he works at Google and earns ton of money, that’s the reason you got back with him, even though you complained about his character and the fact that he is a nerd.
Tell me something Amy, Ever thought that the reason why your brother doesn’t like you, people at your last job hated you and I resent you, is actually you?
I don’t feel sorry for you, yeah you don’t like him much, but after a kid or 2 , you are going to screw him because that’s what your gender is all about, whining about life and destorying others’
Thanks for opening my eyes..
freedom 2 years, 7 months ago.
