A Fictional Character's Journey To The Red Pill

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I was typing in the fictional rapper Sam Gold’s POV. So there are going to be some misspellings.

Sam Gold’s message to his fans on his album Thermilliaton, 2001
“First off, I wanna shout out to the Thermillionaires and Generation Redpill, for these were the fans I had back in my mainstream dayz. And I also want to welcome in any newcomers to my fanbase, I love yall n~~~~z. Pain makes for great music, don’t cha know? You made sure of that!

I also wanna shout out to the homiez who have been here through these tough ass 30 years of my life. And I would like to shout out Jimmy Iovine and Dr. Dre, Eazy-E, Immortal Technique, 2pac, Nas, Jay Z, Rick Rubin, Rome, Tech N9ne, Big Pun, Eminem, Bone Thugs n’ Harmony, Jadakiss, Aaliyah, Twista and teh Speedknot Mobstaz, Jagged Edge, D12, Psychopathic Family, The Ruff Ryders, Mariah Carey, Ray J, Brandy, Terror Squad, Notorius B.I.G., LL Cool J, DMX, and my best homeboyz in my Thundaground crew and Vermillion Cocaine crew for making this happen, even though in ’97 I had a shelved album called Vermillion Cocaine. Thank yall for believing in me when I was down and out of my luck. And 4 tha record, I don’t hate yall, I know how stressful it is in the mainstream, your bosses be supporting and worshipping Satan, sacrificing babies and s~~~, putting out poisonous messages, and even visiting the cremation of care, because they don’t give two f~~~s.

I also wanna give a shoutout to my hood in Detronas Towers Projects, where me and my homiez is from. And if anyone thinks I’m a thug n~~~~, then hey, might as well be a thug n~~~~. because all the s~~~ i did, the s~~~ I went thru, I’m like f~~~ it. I’m giving all my thug pain on this album. F~~~ the Government, Media, Academia, and Religions. F~~~ the Mainstream. I don’t mean the artists in it, because I met sum. I meanz the people who control it. The major record label executives, the Freemasons and the message it sends. The Illuminati control the music industry, and I know this first hand. Like any human institution, it involves sex, drugs, money, liquor, shady politics, corruption and human sacrifices for the dark lord, the beast 666. And like the religious institutions and scientific establishment, it is subject to human error. And heer I am, bringing real n~~~~ s~~~ to the table, and I didn’t get s~~~ but 5 Gs. How the F~~~ does that make me look? F~~~ TCOR and UMG. F~~~ James Willis. O and f~~~ u 2, Masta Bitch ass N~~~~ and that thirsty ass simp n~~~~ Jaquan.

Also I would like to give a shoutout to that f~~~ ass n~~~~ named Boris Christian James. You call yoself a poleesman? N~~~~? You just wanna wage war against families and other human beings, especially ones who speak against you. Remember when you killed my gramma with that mothaf~~~ing TEC-9 to the head, n~~~~? Remember sending your recruits to rape my pops up the ass, n~~~~? Well I gave you your comeuppance in real life and of course, in the album. I grabbed your wrist, picked your ass up with my bare hands, and Zangief powerbombed ya bitch ass in the annals of Zuroni hip hop industry, my n~~~~. Congratulations, f~~~~~. you are now famous in the hip hop community for life.

Oh and f~~~ the Gothel family too. F~~~ Natika. She is a f~~~ing psychotic bianc. I give everything I had only to trick myself into falling head over hells with this bianc. And f~~~ her moms too. She is like 666 incarnate. Natika’s moms is Satan in a human body. Did you see that smirk on her face when she spilled the beans on her daughter’s custody case against me? That is a douchebianc smirk. She happily admitted to doing her kid greasy like that, dog. And she carved something in Latin on her back with a knife, and put a heatstamp on her lower back sayin’ “Property Of Gothelia”, like she owns her or some s~~~. Natika beat me with every weapon imaginable, nearly burned me under the pretense of tanning, mocked me when I was down, essentially grounded me, and locked me in the basement with no food. She don’t treat the kids any better. She would throw the chair at them when s~~~ go wrong. And she would beat them too. She even dropped my baby girl on her head. She liked doing it.

Not to mention she steals my moneez to go shopping with it. She basically maxed out my credit cards to do that s~~~. Everytime I talk honestly to her, she throws a fit and hurls abuses at me. Everytime I tell her having her for company has worn me thin, she just calls me a bitch and waddles off. That house we share has become so confining, it’s f~~~ing dull. I got out of that bitch as soon as I could, and after I went to pick up the kidz, I caught her banging a 12 yr old. My kids knew. My homiez knew. I was like WHAT THE F~~~ WHAS SHE THINKING!?!? HOW LONG WAS SHE DOIN THIS? Then my homiez shoowed me 100 tapes of her f~~~ing more 9-12 yr oldz, and I puked and cried afterwards. There was a vintage one ofher diddling a female 3 year old that was taped around ’88 or ’89, so she was around 14-15 at the time she taped it. She even had an online dating website where she openly admitted to wanting a sexual and romantic relationship with an 11 yr old boy. She was not trolling, she meant that s~~~. And she created that account back in 1997. One of em did his research on her and after he got popped, she started doin’ a smear campaign on him. His folks asked her to stop but she didn’t, so they sued her ass. I swear, she even bossed me around like a slave and had me subpoenaed. I couldn’t stand that s~~~, so I went into the case and won because of the pedophile s~~~. That and her moms opened her f~~~ing mouth and blew their case.

I planned on dumping her ass soon, and once I kicked that bitch to the curb, that was it. No moar women for me. I tried dating some around the time this happened, and they just bore the f~~~ out of me. They always like to talk about celebrities and themselves like they are goddesses, and they s~~~ on their boyfriends or spouses like it aint a f~~~ing thing. Most of these bitches have kids too! And they are not spending money on their kids, they spend it on themselves. They don’t give a f~~~, it’s all about them. They are f~~~ing narcissistic and boring, lame and basic. Same thing with the mangina f~~~~~s they cheat on the dude with. Dudes get killed over womenz, it’s gay. And biancs kill each other over us, that is ghey too. So I decided f~~~ the dating/romance scene. After my relationship with Natika goes away, then I’m out. I’m gonna raise my kidz, but I will raise them better than any woman could. As far as me and the dating scene, I’m out. And f~~~ that mack daddy game s~~~, anyone who tries that is an insecure f~~~ing f~~~~~. I got better s~~~ to do, you know, something positive like telling the truth in hip hop. So all of you have a place on my album.

I would love to thank the hip hop community for making this s~~~ pop off. I listened to your music and picked up the pen in 1981, but I got serious and professional in like ’91, when I got signed to Interscope and UMG, and me and my homeboyz met Jimmy Iovine. We left the label before this album was released. The last I would thank my fam, Harold and Topaz Gold for life. I would like to thank my uncles Anemus, Arymo, Bachi, Gabolasit, Garach, Hysidial, Xeiast, Ymaleser, Ymere, and my aunts Ytha, Iuridepest, Alyprpa, Brisab, Fanea, Goia, Sthalura and Usasusta. Iwould also like to thank my grandfather Marshall. You taught me a whole f~~~ing lot about the red pill and it’s effects, and it’s good to learn from the best of red pill people, for you are the originator and pioneer of Generation Redpill. As your grandson, who Is a part of this generation, I thank you for that s~~~. You have done a great service. And rest in Power to my Grandma Carrie, you were sweet as f~~~ to my folks, and me. It is TERRIBLE you went out the way you did by that government scumbag f~~~~~, but don’t worry now, you can now die in peace, for I gave that n~~~~ got his comeuppance. I would also like to thank my babies Voryn, Rosa, Jestar, and my baby girl Tamberyn (I liek to spell it that way, if u know what I’m sizzlin? Cause it’s a cute name to give to a baby girl lol). Homiez wise, I would like to give a shoutout to my close rolldog clan Chris, Zarius, Alex, Tony-D, Nath, J.C, Vancell, Yubek and Geremy, for being down with this album since I announced it and got started recording the alnum in like the beginning of ’97. And I would like to give my respects to the Tariq family. Your son was liek family to us. He warned me about Natika, and I did listen. He told the rest of my clan on his F~~~ING DEATHBED. The lil’ n~~~~ was only 19. He didn’t even live to see 20, let alone 24. May he Rest In Power.

I would also like to thank God for making 2001 my year. 2001 is the year I make this s~~~ happen. Around 1997-98 were my red pill rage days where I realized the world I lived in was bulls~~~. I had all this knowledge about the Global Agenda way back in my younger years, but I had a very hard time applying that s~~~ to reality, and I have ultimately learned that my identity as a dad bringing his kids the best life possible was bulls~~~, since I forced them all into this world without their knowledge and put them in a terrible civilization, and I expected them to like it, even if they don’t. Whatever they were chasing, even if it was just making the situation worse than everm it was good for them. Once that kid is born in the Matrix, it doesn’t matter what they want. It matters what the system wants. By bringing my kids into this world, I had realized that I had mindlessly fed the beast. The reason I got extremely p~~~ed and spent the whole might bawling the f~~~ out in my daughter’s closet was because I realized this s~~~ too late. As much as I love my kids, I will not lie to myself by saying it was a “blessing”, in fact having them was the most selfish and diabolical thing I have done, and it eats away at my conscience to know I f~~~ed my kids life up. Same goes with the Manosphere red pill, where I realized the women I went out with (as well as the woman I was “in love” with until like ’96, only wanted to get something out of me. And how my homie Chris’ life was changed, and how that psycho basic bianc Renee f~~~ed up his lief liek that man, that s~~~ f~~~ed me the hell up. Not to mention the Right to Die red pill. I was so close to suicide, and if anyone said to me “stick it out your not alone” I wanted to choke the f~~~ out of them! What I can’t have the right to kill myself? Not to mention the Ultimate Truth, I realized I was hiding behind a false sense of self, so I let my ego get control of me. My ego isn’t me anymore.

So I tried dating women, and even having sex with Natika, but it didn’t feel right at all. I realized who I was f~~~ing, pulled my dick out and left. I was not gonna look in the mirror and tell myself that my relationship was happy in the slightest. Once that red pill hits your brain, you cannot go back. You can try to go back, but you will inevitably fail. When I saw Tamberine on the floor nearly dying because “the love of my life” had sput her ina pillowcase, smashed her onto the pavement and tossed her on her head, that s~~~ sealed it for me. I never provided her with sex again. So I compartmentalized my s~~~. I got up every f~~~ing day, did my thing, rinse, wish, repeat. It was like being a broken record every day and I was like a robot. I did get better on my rhyme-spittin, but it sounded so half hearted. ’98 was when I was homeless for half a year, but I did get a big buzz from mainstream artists tho. It was ’99 that I realized that my “girlfriend” had been f~~~ing little boys and girls for quite sum tiem, and I was done with her. I puked when my friends showed me the tapes, and I bawled out again. After the court case where I exposed this bitch for what she was, I went into the elevator and battled my ego, and even won that out, basically shattered my false sense of self. By the time ’99 was about to end, I left the Matrix wit the red pill in my brain smelling like a f~~~ing rose, so it was around 1999-00 when I began my redemption, and produced like nearly 80 tracks for this album, going harder than ever B4.

2001 is the year of my spiritual rebirth. I may be 29 years old, but this the most spiritual I have felt in a long time. F~~~ RELIGIOUS INSTITUTIONS, F~~~ THE SCIENTIFIC ESTABLISHMINT. 2001 IS WHERE THAT S~~~ ENDS. And 2001 is when this world will “hopefully” change for the better. It may seem off my personality traits, but it needs the extra push. Here are the 5 red pills I go by: The Global Agenda, the Ultimate Truth of Self, the Manosphere, the Right To Die, and Child’s Freedom of Choice. Hadn’t I taken these 5 red pills, I would have never evolved into a better human being and I would have been stuck in limbo. Hopefully life will continue on and 2001 will be our year. Best regardz, Samethyst Dontez Jarchevilli Gold. T7″

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