18 / Virgin / – MGTOW Saved Me

Topic by Vertex

Vertex

Home › Forums › Dating › 18 / Virgin / – MGTOW Saved Me

This topic contains 10 replies, has 10 voices, and was last updated by  Anonymous 1 year, 9 months ago.

Viewing 11 posts - 1 through 11 (of 11 total)
  • Author
    Posts
  • 2018-04-09 at 9:54 PM#779871
    +5
    Vertex
    Vertex
    Participant
    361

    Alright. I see MGTOW as a lifestyle. I want to leave it all behind, and flip a chapter. I turned 18 recently. So I will share with my new brothers my biggest weakness, because I want to fix the biggest crack in my armor. At 16 I dropped out of school and got my GED within 6 months. From 16 to 18 I experienced absolute loneliness, I was cut off from exposure to new people my age due to not going to school anymore and the fact that everyone my age was in school 7 AM – 2PM.

    Unemployed, broke, alone, and young. At first, I didn’t really think much of being a virgin. Then, I realized I was about to be 18 and I have never had a single girlfriend or any type of sexual experience. . This was the root cause of my depression at the time.

    I then began wondering why. Why is it that everyone but me has been able to f~~~ a woman? At the time I was still taking the blue pill, treating women like the center of my universe, stressing the fact that I will never do them wrong, and all the white-knight stuff that comes with simping. Well, I eventually hit my breaking point. Something I haven’t mentioned yet is that I am intelligent when it comes to school, academics, and straight up IQ and I was balancing the “hood” life with the “straight A’s scholar” life.
    My intention isn’t to come off as a self-proclaimed genius, but I’m definitely above average.

    So, due to my inability to be ignorant, and habit to research everything and anything, I began looking into the psychology behind why women subconsciously want to be mistreated, trying to understand why I was failing. The way I saw it was “if these bums can do it, so can I”. Well, fast forward lots of reddit posts on depression and women I came across MGTOW. I was very broken at the time. My confidence was shot, and I felt as if somehow I failed as a male. I felt like the embodiment of a beta male so to say. I began sulking in my misery on reddit, looking at other peoples stories and just feeling like s~~~.

    Well, I saw Darius for the first time through a reddit post https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCM96pu5VCp13f7P8Ar7qUjg

    I was in awe that someone just put into words something I was never able to describe, yet knew existed. Darius became my beacon of hope, every time I felt some type of way over my situation, I would watch his videos. I just kept watching and watching. I eventually took the red pill. I feel very bittersweet about my virginity. On one hand, its a trophy through MGTOW lenses and on the oteher, a constant reminder of the fact I have never had any sexual or intimate relationship with a woman. At this point, I stopped chasing pussy, and started saving money. I use my anger and resentment as motivation to succeed, become wealthy, and come back better. I accept the fact that it’s really in my own mind a way to get revenge indirectly. The way I always say it is “im motivated for the wrong reasons”.

    I have never been with a woman, and already resent them as a species. Simply because I was always overlooked and understimated because of my “status”. I lived with just my mother since age 3. Everything I have, I earned. Everything I don’t have, I will. I have been overlooked as a partner before due to not having a car, and some other dude having one. My anger and resentment is what keeps me going, symbolically I joined the dark side of the force.

    Overall, Im still a virgin. I still have this deep and desperate craving for any woman to give a single shred of miniscule f~~~s about me, but I’m taming it day by day. The fact I have never had any pussy made me realize that the day I do, I could end up getting pussywhipped because of how much I’ll like it. But that is why I am aware of the possibility so the fact that I acknowledge it can happen, means i can prevent it. I am now dedicated to advancing myself and focused on only what I want instead of catering to every and any woman’s needs and demands. I can already notice the difference in interactions with women who knew the blue-pill me, and now the real me. I owe my peace of mind and emotion to MGTOW in its totality. Keep fighting the good fight, my MGTOW brothers.

    Sorry for the long post

    You can bring a horse to water, but you can't make it drink.

    2018-04-09 at 10:27 PM#779891
    +6
    NerdTunneler
    NerdTunneler
    Participant

    Welcome Vertex…To be young, naive and stupid…Yep…Been there…The hormones will be raging but you are on the right path…You just have to stop focusing on the weemin…

    Focusing on the pussy or hating them is not MGTOW…Find the reason for your existence and seek to validate yourself…There are plenty of lessons here from the forums and take the time to read past posts…

    I believe you are still in the red pill rage and you can hopefully focus on yourself and enrich your life…Good luck brother…

    I stand with feet apart and let my balls hang free...Manginas dont have balls...See how they stand and sit at the whim of their masters...

    2018-04-09 at 10:30 PM#779895
    +3
    Vertex
    Vertex
    Participant
    361
    NerdTunneler wrote:

    Welcome Vertex…To be young, naive and stupid…Yep…Been there…The hormones will be raging but you are on the right path…You just have to stop focusing on the weemin…

    Focusing on the pussy or hating them is not MGTOW…Find the reason for your existence and seek to validate yourself…There are plenty of lessons here from the forums and take the time to read past posts…

    I believe you are still in the red pill rage and you can hopefully focus on yourself and enrich your life…Good luck brother…

    Definetly still have that rage. And I know hating them isn’t MGTOW, but I resent them whole heartedly. Through MGTOW I channel that resentment into pity.

    You can bring a horse to water, but you can't make it drink.

    2018-04-10 at 1:29 AM#779982
    +3
    Gargamel
    Gargamel
    Spectator
    29101

    Welcome Vertex,

    you sound a lot like me 35 years ago.

    I grew up among “too many women” and became “hard wired” allergic to their evilness, bitching, nagging, criticizing and man-hating nature.

    Then – later in life – I was “looking for love, loyalty and comradeship” but – “Duh” – never found it.

    So I stayed virgin until age 35 and I lost it “ONLY” because gold diggers came after me with wet and dripping c~~~s – since I had become a thriving local business man.

    And you are right: Once you become successful, the tables will turn and they will suddenly chase you.

    But you will then see why they chase you and just make fun of them and laugh about them cringe when you reject them and send them back to their “real boyfriends” where they came from.

    I invite you to read my story and topics – the links are in my profile.

    Being virgin gives you unlimited power over c~~~s and they ONLY get mad about your “feature” because it means nothing less than your built-in resistance to their manipulation.

    Virgins and monks can’t be controlled. We are not “dick-operated”. Women have to offer us something of value for us to want to be with them or even support them.

    And sometimes men stay virgin because they silently FEAR women. Too much hurt and constant negative criticism over a lifetime makes a man think about the soul of a woman as a higher value than her pussy.

    And once you put that measure on the women you meet, 95+ per cent fail. They are not worth your love, time, energy and effort.

    In July of 2018, this honey pot forum was sold out to an unidentified NPC sock puppet and troll organization. Most independent thinkers and writers migrated to other MGTOW forums as a result of the never-ending infighting and deliberate trouble starting caused by members who were given "carte blanche" by the admin to do whatever they want. Before my departure, I only left a few thousand cat pics here to comfort and ridicule the feminist owners who now run this place. Their background agenda is to make MGTOW look like a club of losers the public eye. And during the course of 2019, they actually managed to destroy almost all other MGTOW venues as well. Here is the truth about "theindependentman.org" aka "TIM" which was created as an extended workbench to further divide the community. When you register, they install a spyware Zombie cookie on your browser that does all kinds of things the user does not know of: http://www.filedropper.com/essay-on-the-removal-of-malware-cookies-used-by-tim

    2018-04-10 at 3:14 AM#780008
    +3
    Shine
    Shine
    Participant
    1696

    Vertex, welcome aboard.

    One of the best things you can do for yourself is to be your best friend, truly enjoy your own company. I’d rather solitude than be stuck hanging around people who bring me down. I’m sure you know the Robbin Williams quote – “I used to think that the worst thing in life was to end up alone. It’s not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel alone.”

    I’ve spent years hunting c~~~, or my own special snowflake, she didn’t show up, f~~~ it life goes on.

    If you read the horror stories here you’l be glad you didn’t find pumpkin.

    Sex is everywhere, I’m not monk, but I won’t settle for a womanchild or a fugly.

    Zerof~~~s, just save up for a sexdoll, then be the better version of you.

    Time is all we got, the true equalisor between rich / poor, / , my advise is use it wisely, invest in yourself everyday. Follow your dreams, love is just a chemical, the lizard brain wants dickzilla to spread the baby gravy.

    Women can be good company, but don’t expect long term stability. Learn about s~~~ tests, avoiding the friendzone, and not getting strung along and manipulated.

    Sugar and spice right?

    CUPCAKE CLUB

    "Society is to blame" Denton

    2018-04-10 at 5:03 AM#780048
    +3
    Stealth
    Stealth
    Participant
    5329

    Welcome, man! Sex has risk, but also not having sex for someone that has a strong drive, can make them a little crazy. I have witnessed it in the religious community I grew up in. So do what is right for you, just always be smart about it, and be thorough in managing the risks either way. If you go monk, do it if it is really what you want and if you will have no regrets. If you have sex, manage the risks by always wearing a condom and avoid stds, pregnancy, and emotional weirdness. In short, just own your own life and sexuality, taking full responsible for yourself and your decisions, and zero responsibility for others’ decisions. Go your own way and live the life you want, and you should be fine. Again, welcome.

    *Edit: learn the loopholes where the legal system will punish you for others’ decisions. Much of this centers around marriage and sex. It’s a jungle out there.

    "Once you’ve taken care of the basics, there’s very little in this world for which your life is worth deferring." -David Hansson. "It’s not when women are mean or nasty that anything is out of the ordinary. It’s when they are NICE to you that you have to be on high alert..." -Jackinov.

    2018-04-10 at 5:25 AM#780062
    +3
    Ranger One
    Ranger One
    Participant
    16836

    Vertex, I was a few days before my 23rd birthday before I lost my virginity.

    To be honest, it wasn’t really much better than masturbation.

    I eventually realized there is nothing really that special about a wet meathole. If I had my life to do all over again, I probably would have stayed a virgin and never had sex.

    F~~~ing a female is not some magical life achievement. Billions do it. Billions take a s~~~ each day, too. I remember the first time I had corn and peanuts in a turd; it wasn’t any more of a magical life achievement than losing my virginity.

    All my life I've had doubts about who I am, where I belonged. Now I'm like the arrow that springs from the bow. No hesitation, no doubts. The path is clear. And what are you? Alive. Everything else is negotiable. Women have rights; men have responsibilities; MGTOW have freedom. Marriage is for chumps. If someone stands in the way of true justice, you simply walk up behind them and stab them in the heart-R'as al Ghul.

    2018-04-10 at 8:46 AM#780214
    +2
    Crankganker
    Crankganker
    Participant
    466

    Hey Vertex, Just read your story, and it reminds me a lot of my own. Welcome.

    I too dropped out of high school, and went on to get my GED, and let me tell you that was the smartest decision I ever made. I always felt intellectually superior to my peers as well and got fed up with all the high school bulls~~~, so I dropped out, moved out and got a job. My life has been getting better every day since.

    Cut out the female and you realize you can live a very satisfying life with minimal stress and making minimal money.

    I’m 24 now so I’m same generation as you, and like you I was very distraught about getting laid after I dropped out. I tried for a while for female attention. I stumbled across MGTOW randomly one day and seeing others say what I have knew all along was very comforting.

    I lost my virginity to some nympho who was 4 years older when I was 15 and man let me tell you, it was NOT worth it. She really wanted me to impregnate her, and I wanted no part of that. Wasn’t long after she f~~~ed my brother and my cousin to get “revenge” on me. If i could take it back I would.

    Just focus on your self and your own wealth, and eventually you will be able to fly around the world and f~~~ a whore more attractive than any cow in the western world. I wouldn’t recommend it of course, a sex bot would be safer, but still a random whore in a different country is better than any female in your own country. Your just as likely to catch something from either anyways.

    And remember, as long as you can still feel pleasure IN ANY WAY then by definition you are not depressed. You are bored.

    Again welcome brother.

    You want to make me angry? I will take a bite out of that anger and shit out success.

    2018-04-10 at 9:05 AM#780221
    +2
    Romulus
    Romulus
    Participant
    4667

    I’m going to head in a different direction from the rest of the comments and say, dude, between all the words the one theme I am picking up still is……..you want to get laid. I could be wrong, I only have the text you shared with us here.

    But I see this theme on a regular basis, where a guy is starting to see in to the true nature of the female, and wishes to keep his distance, but he also would like to at least once or a few times to have had the experience. If for no other reason then they would like to remove the moniker of “virgin” for themselves internally.

    Here is what I have to say. Then get laid. Have that experience. If for no other reason then you want to or have the curiosity about it. That’s MGTOW too.

    Being MGTOW isn’t necessarily about going monk. That works for me (I’m 61) and some others. And maybe it is the right choice for you.

    But you have to decide that. And if you’re a virgin and you want to know about having sex with a woman, then MGTOW is about you making that a reality for yourself as part of your development in to your own person.

    There are ways to do that which do not include having to seek out a woman, ask her for a date, start a relationship, that whole 9 yards. Escorts, working girls, money sluts. They all work on a financial basis and it doesn’t include a relationship or romancing her first.

    Again, I don’t know you and I don’t mean to be presumptuous. It seemed as the “virgin” status is bugging you and if it is, MTGOW also means actualizing what is important TO YOU. If this is important, $200 buck and an hour of your time and you’ve had the experience. Its over-rated (usually).

    Just be safe and protect yourself.

    How can a woman be expected to be happy with a man who insists on treating her as if she were a perfectly normal human being.

    2018-04-10 at 11:56 AM#780367
    +1
    Atton
    Atton
    Participant

    My anger and resentment is what keeps me going, symbolically I joined the dark side of the force.


    I just had too!

    I am now dedicated to advancing myself and focused on only what I want instead of catering to every and any woman’s needs and demands.

    By virtue of not being bound to that non sense you are cleared from more than just needs and demands. You are cleared from civil, human and legal rights abuses or you hold the power to better protect yourself.
    Come to appreciate the full scope of what you have successfully avoided.

    A MGTOW is a man who is not a woman's bitch!

    2018-04-11 at 4:45 PM#781422

    Anonymous
    0
    Vertex wrote:

    At this point, I stopped chasing pussy, and started saving money. I use my anger and resentment as motivation to succeed, become wealthy, and come back better. I accept the fact that it’s really in my own mind a way to get revenge indirectly. The way I always say it is “im motivated for the wrong reasons”.

    ^^ This is good man.

    Vertex wrote:

    I have never been with a woman

    I don’t have much experience either (just 2 times) and I sometimes wish that never happened.

    Vertex wrote:

    Overall, Im still a virgin. I still have this deep and desperate craving for any woman to give a single shred of miniscule f~~~s about me, but I’m taming it day by day. The fact I have never had any pussy made me realize that the day I do, I could end up getting pussywhipped because of how much I’ll like it. But that is why I am aware of the possibility so the fact that I acknowledge it can happen, means i can prevent it. I am now dedicated to advancing myself and focused on only what I want instead of catering to every and any woman’s needs and demands.

    Once you get the feel of p*ssy the matrix kicks in. I have a couple of virgin mgtow real life friends in their mid 20s and they are confident without any experience. Your confidence and self worth should not be tied up with the number of p*ssy you stick your d*ck inside. When you get urges start exercising or practice breathing techniques that will help you relax and concentrate (the latter is my favorite and I use it multiple times every day whenever I see a hot girl walking around trying to get raped).

    Most of my mgtow friends whom are former players started to say “P*ssy is not worth anymore with the risks associated with it”.

    BEING VIRGIN IS NOT YOUR MISTAKE IN THE MODERN poundMeToo world! Its just a survival technique and survival is more important than procreation.

  • Author
    Posts
Viewing 11 posts - 1 through 11 (of 11 total)

You must be logged in to reply to this topic.

©2020 by www.mgtow.com | All Rights Reserved.