Alright, it might be time for me to tell a bit about myself if i’ll be reading and maybe posting some messages here and there (altough for now, i’m mostly reading, tbh,I haven’t found anything to add to the current discussion topics).

First things first, my first language isn’t english, it’s french, and no i’m not from France heh. I’m a quebecer from up in the north, in Canada. So yeah, if you guys saw me at some point saying that i don’t want to move out of Quebec, that’s exactly why: language barrier. I ain’t too bad at writing in english but my speaking needs practice.
So about myself. I’m a 26 years old guy who work in computer support, helping people by trying to find a solution to their computer problems and if i can’t, throwing that problem higher than me and waiting, trying to get more experience in the process (only been in it since last september so still learning, even if i went to vocational school). I’m not very ambitious to be honest. I sleep late sometimes (if not most of the time) and sometimes falls on my office desk during the day, (much to the dismay of my boss). This may be because i don’t really have a goal in life and games/browse online in the evenings or when i have breaks at work. I have anxiety, have had some depressive episodes in the past, that along with other illnesses of which i will spare you the details (its nothing serious, just very annoying and moral crushing sometimes). At least, i was fortunate enough to be listened to by professionnals and my parents (my mother in particular and yes, i still live with my parents), so i guess the system isn’t too badly infected with feminism around here yet (altough if i was on the street, i know for a fact things would probably have been different, fricken women only shelters).

My school experiences haven’t been the best but overall it hasn’t been too bad. When i was in elementary school, there was this groupd of kids always on mine and my friend’s back. It affected me but at least i wasn’t alone. Heh, the only time i actually defended myself was when one of them stole one of my games so, i guess it says a bit about me. It’s not like i actually hurt him, i only threatened him with a chair (on the last day of elementary school) and while he was in shock i grabbed my disc back. Wheither he was actually scared or acting surprised to ridicule me, i don’t give a f~~~ about stupid narcissic and morons like that anymore.

After that, in high school, first two years were some of the best ever. I met a group of people and started hanging with them and had lots of fun. Mostly followed and agreed with others and people were surprised when i actually spoke up my mind heh. I was otherwise a pretty quiet person in social settings, (haven’t changed much). Only one year of high school went horribly wrong. The third one.

Since i was in elementary school, i wanted to go to a certain school where they said they used computer a lot and i thought this would be awesome. Sadly for me, my idea of it was better then it actually was. Sure they had computer courses but it was only like one course per 7 days, not really what 12 years old me was expecting but oh well, wasn’t too bad compared to what happenned next. I just sucked it up, wasn’t too bad compared to what happenned next. I met a group of other teens, one of which was one of my old friend from elementary school. However, after a game of DnD, everything became hell. I didn’t want to follow the group in-game and (oh the irony) went my own way. I was rewarded by having my character killed by the DM and evicted from the game. They then bullied me for the rest of the year. They only stopped because we had a trip near the end of the year to Tonronto and rooms were planned before s~~~ happenned. So i went to the assistant principle (yes, she was a woman) and i had a marvelous trip my own way, talking with others on the trip and having my own fun. That’s pretty much how it’s been for me since then. Not giving a s~~~ about what people think and doing what i enjoy. We only have one life after all. Of course i still have my follow people around tendency. Its hard to change one’s core personality trait.

Oh yeah, i haven’t mentionned as well that i’ve been in the Scouts for ten years (i don’t think the scouts i went in had much in common with the boyscouts from the US though. Sure there was a religious aspect to it (which i didnt give a f~~~ anymore near the end) but it was mostly focused on the out-door and camping in the wild thing. I loved most of these years. I had plenty of friends there and it was a nice getaway from the horrible school experience.

So anyway, i hope i’ll be able to find truth from the discussions on this forums since i think truth is very hard to find alone with one’s emotionnal biases. It can mostly only be found through confronting your own biases to someone else (or get it right the first time if you’re lucky, but that’s rare i guess). Challenging beleives can sometimes hurts yes, but it pays on the long run. Of course, i’m probably not teaching this to any of you veteran MGTOWs heh.

So that’s it, i hope i’ll have a nice time and if not, hope it will be a learning experience for me. o/

PS : Don’t ask if i had experiences with woman relationships, i don’t have any. I did have a female friend during my first years of high school, but yeah she was anorexic and bitchy. I wonder what did she become tbh. Heh, last time i saw her, she, once a british descendant, suddenly became a Quebec independantist, altough i wouldn’t be surprised it was to date male students in CÉGEP (thats the school before university here).

And Im here for the same reason, to learn from this source.
Welcome to the forums !

PS. my class changed people up couple of times in years, people from different schools etc. Me and my friend were fed up with some jerks, and at the last celebrations we just sayed “F~~~ it” and didn’t attend anything, celebrated together instead. We were one of the best in class, very active socially etc. so no one expected that, was a nice,warm F~~~ You to everyone 🙂

And i don’t live in a major city

Me either, I live in the rural, smack between all the major cities here in the North East, it’s liberal progressive heaven here, but eternal Hell for men! I dodge the flames daily!