Will give a short and to the point intro (probably not but let’s try anyways).

I’ve spent my life as what is traditionally taught in today’s “proper” society in taking the blue pill daily and bending to the will of these oh so delicate flowers whom want nothing more than love, comfort, and overall white knights known as women :D! The transformation started for me when I met and decided to marry one of the flowers whom wanted nothing more than to keep me pleased.. That is until I was discharged out of the military then the cat got more affection than I did. Of coarse being the willful slave that I was I KNEW it had something to do with me to the point I apologized for getting a tone with her when she acted like the spoiled little entitled flower that she was up until I accidentally picked up her phone while I was gaming to see her Marine buddy drunk again asking for her to sext with him.

I’ve always given her personal space and avoided snooping as up until that point I trusted her with everything. Upon further investigation I realized that happened a lot and that she frequently sought out men in the military to talk to (including I) and be “friends” with. Red flags were popping up everywhere to where I eventually found profiles with her acting like another woman with a child to fish for compliments n the like. She tried blowing it off and convincing me that it was anything but bad for me (which I took the bait), even telling me that she calls everyone babe when I confronted her about that. In short I took off, engagement ring no where to be found (as she hid it after agreeing with me that I would take it with me), after seeing many messages to her former tributes as well as many more of her telling guys that she was trying to be quiet while grabbing her jacket out of the room as I was asleep. It hurt like hell but overall I was still taking the blue pill every other day at least.

The one girl whom I have to thank for me being the rational and free man I am today was my best friend from high school whom I’ve loved over all the others. After years of shifting the blame, self victimizing, no thought of consequence, and overall manipulation it took the former fiance’s bulls~~~ to give me the will to stop my once best friend’s bulls~~~. She is the one that has no equal to the amount of hurt I have received to the point of almost pulling that trigger. As I was always the one who listened to all her sorrow and pain that she’d go through and always jumped to the position when asked to (which was rarity) which was never given back. I would explain more about her but I don’t feel like doing an essay about what she’s done.

It was early to mid last year that I really opened my eyes the bulls~~~ and went through this “red pill rage” up until I discovered MGTOW about a week ago and have been watching the many videos as well as lurking on this site. It’s quite relieving to know that I’m not the only one who notices how one sided society is.

The modern women with social media can have dozens of “friend-zoned” men at hand should she need to jump off the current c~~~ she is riding on the carousel to the next one. They of course nurture these relationships just in case their current male lifeline bolts or becomes uninteresting.

once you get a lead it all collapses and you cannot stop until you get to the bottom of her bulls~~~, in which case u did. she thinks she so smart, she`ll regret all this s~~~ once she hits the wall and be totaled out of all the male attention shes getting.

it probably hurts like crab . . . . but it`s liberating and empowering coming to the conclusion that no women will ever love you as much as u love her, and offer the same loyalty , modern women have no consequences, moral or legal punishment for cheating.

Good stories batcave! it always makes me laugh when the tides are turned on women.

I’m definitely keeping my anger as it’s good to release it to some Metallica from time to time. I can’t say I’m entirely finished with women but for now I am. In the future they will have to prove to me that they are worth my time and attention with the added clause of “You want double standards? See ya!”. Marriage though, is definitely off the table for good.

Thanks again for the welcome guys! It’s again very relieving to see that I’m not the only person who’s sick of all their s~~~.