I’m an 18 year old college student studying computer sciences. I’m also currently training in boxing and am also currently planning on joining the U.S. Marines after I graduate. As long as I can remember, I’ve worried about what girls thought of me. I’m not the greatest looking dude, I’m tall and skinny and I suffer from some bad acne as well. In high school, I was a nerd but I was also the guy everyone could get along with easily. I also looked at myself as somebody who couldn’t be loved. I was on a swim team for my senior year in high school because I wanted to do something sports related before I graduated. I also did Naval Junior ROTC for all 4 years in high school as well. Honestly I never really looked for love or sex or anything until my senior year. I had crushes and interests but I was so inexperienced that I didn’t know what to do. I was indeed a beta. Almost any time I liked a girl, word got out and I got disinterested or I got stuck as a friend. Usually the next day I would get over it. I had one relationship and I don’t even count it as a relationship because it was like an elementary relationship in high school (We didn’t do anything outside of school and I’m pretty sure she just did it for attention).

The moment I decided to GMOW was after this experience with this one girl. This girl was a friend but I never looked at her more then anything else but when I look back at it she acted very social around me. That changed in my senior year. I asked her to a dance but she had a boyfriend already. Personally I just said f~~~ it and just went as friends. We had a good time and it was nice. We ended up being friends for a good while, we never had classes but we saw each other in the hall and talked together. Anyways, one day when I was texting her I came out and told her I liked her. She said she loved being around me but was still getting over another relationship. I was devastated but I pulled my s~~~ together and still tried to be friends. Before we graduated we had this class trip to Disney world. Around this time was also when people were asking each other to prom using “promposals”. Anyway, I decided to ask her to prom with a glass slipper in front of the Magic Kingdom castle. She hugged me and said it was sweet but she just got a date recently. I’m not going to lie, I was destroyed for a couple of hours after that. My friends helped cheer me up though.

Anyway after that experience, I was ready to completely forget about her from highschool. That changed when she texted me on my birthday wishing me a good day as well as saying we should hang out before I go off to college. I was like yeah we should but figured she was just leading me on again so we didn’t make any plans. 2 months later she texts me again wanting to hang out so we make plans. We end up hanging out for a day as just friends and it was fine, I didn’t really give a s~~~ anymore. We text each other like once a week, and a couple of weeks later we hang out again at a football game at her brothers college. I end up sleeping at her house that night. We didn’t really do anything because 1. I was tired as f~~~, and 2. Her parents were right down the hall and I didn’t feel like being castrated that night. So I slept in a guest room and she drove me to my house the next morning. We said bye and all that. I texted saying I had a good time and saying we should hang out again. She says she’s not sure if she can because she’s busy. I also assumed she wanted to f~~~ that night so I came out saying I was an idiot for not doing anything. She responds really confused, and I explain that I thought she wanted something to happen that night because some of the photos she took from the game were deleted. She says she didn’t and her phone was messing up so we stopped talking. She stopped texting me as well which was strange due to the fact that she did it once every week. A couple of weeks later I text her again checking up on her. She says she is still confused from the conversation we had. I come out completely and say I like her and why. She responds with “I would never stop talking to you, it’s just I think of you as a friend, and besides I don’t do relationships, I’m very independent”.

I decide to not go back on anything I said and I tell her this and at the end of the conversation she says we’re cool. Almost 1 hour after this conversation, she starts to do the “whine on facebook” thing, saying “It’s a shame you defend someone for so long despite what people say, only to discover what everyone said about them is true”. After that I bit back with a post saying “YOU SAID WE WE’RE COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!”. After that I told myself I was never EVER going to let a girl do that s~~~ to me EVER again. After that whole ordeal I went back home for homecoming weekend and I saw her with her new “boyfriend” or some dude that she’s going to do the same s~~~ to. I didn’t even acknowledge her after I was saying bye to one of my friends who was sitting next to her at the game, and she knew it was me from the stare she had. So I cut off everything with her. No FB, No Snapchat, No #.  I decided to say f~~~ it all and move on with my life. She wanted my attention so damn bad but in the end she threw me away like a damn tampon.

So I decided to go my own way. I really don’t care about my virginity anymore. I stopped looking for relationships and sex, but I still go out and socialize with people at parties, in my dorm and just really look for a good time. I know I have a lot to still experience in life and I’m fine with that, but right now I just want to get my education and live my life.

So yeah that’s pretty much my story.

So that’s enough high-school drama. I’m a grown-up now. And I can tell you everything you wrote will be funny to you one day very soon. Especially if you stay on your path and truly don’t give a s~~~. Girls will sucker you into their s~~~ty toxic frames for their games, but (and this will probably be hard) but GET THE F~~~ OFF FACEBOOK.

Women use that s~~~ as a tool for social manipulation and control. You win, and she will hammer you on Facebook. You’re right? She will “change her relationship status” to irritate, generate reaction and as a ploy attention. You didn’t text her back? She will unfriend you and like someone else. It’s all a bulls~~~ drama platform for women to feel like they have control over you.

The best part is…. by just DISAPPEARING from Facebook – with no announcement, no drama, no “Im deleting my Facebook everyone!!!!” – you drive these bitches CRAZY – by doing absolutely nothing. They have no power over you. They cannot ostracize you (because you already removed yourSELF). They cannot say s~~~ to get a reaction. You are telling them “i don’t give a f~~~” without saying a word.

Now, you’re pretty young, so you want to develop a social circle. But 150 – 500 Facebook friends is not how to do that. Only HUMAN connections will accomplish that. That’s why getting off Facebook is one of the BEST ways for you to develop meaningful HUMAN connections. You can’t allow women to have the power to type a few words and ruin your whole f~~~ing weekend. Thats’ the s~~~ they live for!!! That makes them happy! They think they “won”.

DENY them that satisfaction. Take it away from them, without saying a word.
You will feel like a new man.

.. and all your paragraphs and all that drama will be GONE from your life.

But please, don’t take my word for it. Listen to your manstincts. They are never wrong.
You will know what is right.

Welcome and thanks for joining.

Your first red pill is never easy to swallow and goes down the hardest, but life is so much better once you do. As for those type of girls, trust me when I say they are a dime a dozen. You look like you have a good foundation so just build on it and like Keymaster said trust your manstincts., for everything else post it up and we will provide some sound logic.