I say that humbled and aware that with the right circumstances, it could be more difficult.

To me, the idea of the nawalt is still a likable idea. But it goes into the context of something along the lines of dreaming of being stupid 1% rich because an old relative that I was unaware of died and left me a fortune.

Neither of which, are anything close to reality.

Since mgtow I’ve come to learn the love is just chemicals and good women are already taken or dead.

So I replace with working out, my jobs and living.

The good news is I can chemically love my family and friends ☺

However, when you are in the transition stage, you’ll doubt the red pill very much because it is against the fiber of your whole being. It would seem like the Red Pill/MGTOW community is just a bunch of women haters. You mind will try all sorts of rationalizations, except accepting the truth. But once you accept it, there’s no going back and if you feel like you’re relapsing, just hang on because you’re not a true Red Piller yet.

The contents of my pants have relapsed many times. Shoot, a pretty waitress will get Mr Happy revved up. So far, my brain’s thinking part has outsmarted Mr H.

This. My dick still loves the idea, but my brain simply can’t ignore what it knows all too well. As soon as women speak, I’m immediately reminded of this. Everything that is necessary to keep a female happy these days just isn’t worth the effort in the end and there is little reward if any at the end of the tunnel, and usually a kick in the b~~~~ and thin wallet.

Have you ever had blue-pill relapses?

All I have to do is talk to my friends who are married or in LTRs. The way they get shamed and f~~~ed over is unbelievable, and looking from the outside is a constant reminder that I made the right decision.

Women only want resources from a man, so you have a choice,

You can play the social prostitution game with a relationship and risk the unknown horrors of what she can put you through,

Or you can get a real prostitute that knows how to f~~~ and the terms are agreed upon – cash for sex.

Or you can go without.

Now, I need to find out what to do with the extra time I have.  I will see what kind of relapse I may have.  But, I would hold any form of relapse means a lack of fullness in a certain area in my life.